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Monday, November 23, 2009

假期~holiday~

现在已经是假期了。。这个假期让我有一种很不开心的感觉
不懂为什么。。可能是应为想念他吧。。
可是我的爱 他都不接受 我为什么还要去想他呢。。
这样 会让我增加痛苦而已。。
那天我问他,是不是喜欢“他” 他说,不知道
我们都已经吵架了。。我都盼望不到什么奇迹了。。
而且,奇迹永远都不会出现在我的生活里。。
我跟他这一次,吵得最长的了。。不懂为什么 他还不肯原谅我
现在又有一个跟我完全没有关系的人 说喜欢我。。要我做他的女朋友。。
我跟他说我不要。。应为我喜欢的那个人 还没有原谅我。。
他一天不原谅我,我都不会去想别的。。
我这样做,傻吗?或许真的很傻。。可是这是为了我自己。。值得的。。

我有朋友问我,为什么喜欢他。。我说我不知道。。可能是应为feel。。
一见到他,我就会很紧张。。不懂要做什么酱。。只要看到他笑,我就开心了。。
而如果看到他生气,伤心。。我就会不开心。。
这是什么感觉啊?
可是只要我在我一班朋友的身旁。。我无论多不开心。。他们都会弄到我很开心。。
真的很谢谢我这班朋友们。。谢谢,燕芳,诗琪,可雯,淑玲,美可。。
这些都是每次弄我开心的朋友。。还有很多是比她们的“功劳”少一点的。。
(∩_∩)O哈哈~在学校。。
我表喜欢和他们一起 跟他们相处了过后。。
我小学的朋友,都少了联络。。咳。。
对不起哦。。少了根我小学的朋友聊天了。。多数只跟Angela,佩奇他们而已。。
真是很抱歉。。嘻嘻。。

It's already holiday now..the holiday this time
makes me feel a little sad..
i don't know why..maybe is because i miss **...
but my heart,** cant receive it...why must i think of ** again??
it will just make me more pain...
that day,i ask **..** like "her"..right?** say..don't know..
we have already argued..i can't see any miracles now..
and..miracle won't appear at my life forever..
the arguement we have this time..is the longest between us..
i don't know why ** just can't forgive me...
now..a guy which have no relationship with me say he like me
and wants me to be his gf..
i say i don't want..before the day ** forgive me..
i won't think anything else..
is the thing i do now,stupid?maybe it's really stupid..
but its for myself..it's worth...

got some of my friends ask me..why i like **..i say i don't know..
maybe because of feel..
when i saw **,i will be nervous..like i don't know what to do..
when i saw ** smiling..i will be happy..
but when i saw ** angry or sad,i will be unhappy too..
but when i am sitting by my friends,when i happy or unhappy,
they will make me very happy..
a thousand of thank you to my friends..
thhank you,Alisa,Gigi,Carmen,Connie and Soo Ling...
these are the friends that make me happy every time..
still got others..but their "job" is more lesser then these friends...
haha o(n.n)o at school..
i more prefer to be together with them..
after we get along with each other..
i ignored my primary school friends T.T haiz...
so sorry to them...
i chat more lesser to them now...the most is only Angela and Joey..
really very sorry..hehe..

好了。。这就是我这一次开始 新系列的Post..wakaka..
ok..this is the new version of my blog post from now on..wakaka..


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