你又来了~you came again~

你 。。你知道我在说你的。。

你从新加坡来到我们家了。。

很奇怪。。每次看到你，你都会给我一种，

意想不到的惊喜。。这次我很开心。。

虽然今天是第一天。。可是，你已经让我很开心了。。

我很希望我当初对你说的话，现在还有用。。

我很希望我们以后也会很像今天那样，

一起玩，一起唱，一起说，一起笑的。。

那是你说你会来，我在想。。

这次你来，我应该不会再对你有感觉了吧？

可是谁知道！我第一眼看到你。。

我就找回第一次见你的时候的那个感觉。。

而且 。。我还很怕跟你说话。。

因为是我先对你说，我没感觉了。。

我很怕。。可是。。你还是若无其事的跟我聊天。。

我很不喜欢你叫我小妹妹的时候。。

你这样子叫我，会让我一直觉得我们没可能了。。

我在床上睡觉时，你跟我玩了起来。。哈哈。。

那时我真的很开心。。而且还很希望每天都这样。。

可是应该没可能吧？你礼拜天就要回了。。

你会不会看到这个我不知道。。

只是。。我想说的东西。。你应该比任何人更加明白。。

虽然我妈妈说不要接近你太多。。

可是。。就算我们没可能，你也依然是我的傻哥。。

现在，我敢跟你说电话了。。你随时打给我，我都可以听

可是，忙的时候不可以。。呵呵。。

你唱歌的时候，歌完了，可是你还唱。。

而且还是对着我，笑着来唱。。哈哈 。。

我不懂你那时是什么意思。。

我希望是我想的意思。。哈哈哈。。

有一个东西我想跟你说。。你看到了这个。。要找我噢。。

然后我才跟你说我要说的东西。。哈哈。。

you..you know I am saying about you..

you arrived to our house from Singapore already..

it's weird..every time I saw you,you will give me a type of,

unpredictable surprise..I was very happy this time..

although today is the first day..but,you already made me feel very happy..

I hope the things i told you at first,still usable..

I hope future we will be like today too..

play together,sing together,talk together,laugh together..

that day when you say you will come for a visit,I was thinking..

this time you come,I won't have any feelings with you anymore right?

but who knows!the first sight i saw you,

i found back the feeling on the first day i saw you..

in fact,I was scared to talk to you..

because I'm the one who say I doesn't

have any feelings with you first..

I was very scared..but..you talk to me like

nothing ever happened..

I don't like it when you call me little girl..

you call me like that,will make me feel like

we have no chance anymore..

 when I slept on the bed,you came back and we played together..haha..

the time I was very happy..and I hope everyday is like this..

but I think no chance right?you are going back on Sunday..

will you saw this I don't know..

just..the thing I want to tell you,you will be more

understand than other people..

although my mum say don't go to near to you..

but,if we don't have the chance,you are still my brother..

now..I dare to listen to your phone now..

you call me anytime I will answer..

but when busy cannot..hehe..

when you sing,although the song finished..but you still singing..

and..you are looking at me and smiling while singing it..

I don't know what do you mean that time..

I hope is my meaning..hahaha..

got a thing I want to tell you..after you read this tell me ya..

then I will tell you the thing..haha..

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[12.47pm,25.12.09]

笨蛋的我。。Stupid me..

我曾经说过。。

之前的post会是这个月的最后一个post。。

可是。。心里很多话想说==

Jv,85天了。。我们几时才会好回呢？

Ev,要到2010年了咯。。你还会送我生日礼物吗？

你还让我送生日礼物吗？

E,见回你。。很开心。。可是。。也有不开心==

Sl,还是会心痛。。还有。。我代我表姐。。跟你说一声。。对不起。。

J,我还有机会跟你聊天吗？？

我不写全名。。可是。。看的人。。或是知道的人，一定会明白

好想回到从前。。还没认识你的时候。。

还没做错决定的时候。。

还没爱上你的时候。。

还可以开心的，一起聊天的时候。。

还可以交换礼物的时候。。

还可以问候你的时候。。

很想念以前的日子。。很想念以前的姐妹。。

虽然现在。。姐妹们都对我非常好。。

可是。。以前那种日子。。还是最怀念。。

可是时间，是不会到回以前的。。

希望所有东西都恢复正常。。

I said before that the previous post will be

the last post for this month..

but my heart have a lot of things to say..

Jv,its already 85 days..when will we be friends again?

Ev,2010 is arriving..will you still give me birthday present?

do you still allow me to give you birthday present?

E,saw you back has made me happy..but also a little sad==

Sl,my heart still hurts..and..I here..telling you sorry for my cousin sister..

J,do I still have the chance to chat to you?

I won't write full name..but the people who reads or understands..

will know who i mean..

wish to go back to last time..haven't know you that time

haven't do the choice that time..

haven't fell in love with you that time..

still can chat with you happily that time..

still can exchange present that time..

still can care for you that time..

miss last time..miss my last time's buddies..

although now,my buddies treated me very good..

but the time before this..I can't forget..

but the time won't rewind back to that time anymore..

hope everything return to normal again...

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[3.06pm,23.12.09]

因为你。。我哭了。。

这是第一次。。第一次一个人。。

让我哭的那么直接。。那么久。。那么痛。。

你跟我说你看了我的部落格之后。。

我就知道。。我应该做的决定。。就是离开你。。

我的泪。。已经流个不停了。。可是。。没用的。。

结果还是会一样。。你说我会忘记你。。其实。。我不会。。

我可以保证。。真的。。我真的很想见到你。。可是。。不会实现的。。

算了啦。。就酱子。。再见了。。要好好保重。。

生病了要喝多一点水。。这是最后一次我和你说这些了。。

我不希望你记着我。。我只希望。。我会永远永远的记着。。

我认识过你。。我爱上过你。。我跟你说过的一切。。一切。。

记得。。要保重。。再见。。。

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[10.18pm,21.12.09]

13岁不能吗？13years old cannot?

13岁不能吗？？

13岁不能谈恋爱吗？

13岁不能拍拖吗？

13岁不能暗恋人吗？

13岁不能喜欢一个人吗？

13岁不能独立吗？

13岁不能做工吗？

13岁不能乱跑吗？

13岁一定是小妹妹吗？？

13岁不能吗？？

不能吗？？？

告诉我。。是不是我13岁。。

什么都不可以？？是不是？？

你一知道我13岁。。就开始对我冷淡。。

你们。。我跟你们说！

13岁不是不可以的！

他们可以。。当然。。我也可以。。

而且。。不止13岁。。连12岁，11岁。。

谈恋爱。。不是不可以的。。我拍拖的经验。。

我看。。有多过3次了。。

可是我可以很的确的告诉你们。。

小学拍拖。。是玩玩而已。。

中学。。我们是认真的！！

不要看小13岁！！

而且。。不要叫13岁。。小妹妹！！

我们已经算长大了好不好！

虽然13还是一个很小的数目。。可是。。他在年龄里不算是小了！

我们不算小孩子！

所以。。请,不要叫我们小妹妹。。谢谢^^

啊!还有。。不要对我那么冷淡好吗？？

求求你啦~你知道我是喜欢你一个而已的！不要假假不知道。。

blekk =P

13 years old cannot??

13 years old cannot in love??

13 years old cannot dating??

13 years old cannot like a people??

13 years old cannot love a people??

13 years old cannot independent??

13 years old cannot work??

13 years old cannot go anywhere??

13 years old must be a little girl??

tell me..is it if I 13 years old..

then everything cannot??is it??

at the moment you know I am 13 years old..

you started to be cool towards me..

you all..I tell you all!

13 years old not everything cannot!!

they can..and of cause..I can too!

and..not only 13 years old..even 12 years old,11 years old..

fall in love..not cannot..I have do that more thant 3 times..

and I can be confident to tell you all..

primary school,fall in love is just playing..

but in secondary school..we are real!!we are confident!

don't think 13 years old cannot!

and..don't call 13 years old..a little girl!!

we are big girls okay!!

although 13 is a small number!!

but..it is not small in age!!

we are not kids!

so..please,don't call us little girls..thank you..

and..don't be so cool towards me okay??

I beg you..

you know i just love you..don't act like you don't know it..

blekk=P

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[6.26pm,21.12.09]

罗嗦鬼~哈哈。。

也许你会认为我是个罗嗦鬼。。哈哈。。

在你的msn，我send了很多东西。。

[昨晚] 11.21>>每次都不说而离开。。要找你的时候。。

才知道原来你已经不在了。。

11.27>> 我也该去休息了。。不是很舒服。。很像生病了==

晚安。。

[早上-下午] （你）12.11>>你要找我干吗啊傻瓜

（我）9.34>>就找你啊~想你嘛><

11.07>>十一点十五分了。。还没睡醒吗？

12.06>>虽然在跟你信息着，可是还是很想你。。TT.TT

12.23>>十二点二十四分了。。你还没开。。

1.35>>一点三十五分了。。你也还没开。。

（你）1.52>>on le

（我）1.53>>恩。。看到了。。一点五十四分。。你终于开了。。哈哈。

我知道你应该。。应该而已噢。。会在看。。而且。。

应该。。也是应该。。会生我的气。。因为我吧我们的对话。。

都写上来了。。不要怪我噢。。我也开始觉得。我有点烦。。

如果你说我烦的话。。我就听。。而且。。以后。。

在你的msn也不会再出现这些。。

我不知到，你那句傻瓜。。是用什么身份来说。。

可是。。你应该知道我在想什么的。。嘻嘻。。

希望。。这些不是梦。。blekk=P

也是没英语翻译。。对不起哟~^^

doesn't have English translation too..sorry ya~^^

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[2.13pm,21.12.09]

林碗婷~！！Lim Wan Ting~!!

这个post会比较乱哟~

你这个人每次粘着我哥哥干屁？？！！

我哥哥也不是很喜欢你而已好不好！

昨天去逛街。。他叫我帮他避开你，你知道吗？？！！

看到你就要吐血！！每天穿着一件短短的衣服~短短的裤子~

马来西亚不像你的新加坡！这里的人很复杂啊~

你还每天顶我妈妈！！会弄到我们全家很生气你知道吗！！

你爸爸不是很有钱而已咯！一出去就买一件300块的裤子。。

还是很小件而已咯！穿几个月就不能穿了！

我承认。。我最贵的裤子。。也不到50块而已。。

可是。。我是记得我父母做工赚钱很辛苦。。

所以我也不去买贵的裤子，衣服或东西。。

我会等到我存到钱了。。我才用自己的钱去买。。

不像你咯~每天摊开手掌向你叔公拿钱。。

一拿就拿几百块。。几千块的。。

还是在一天里面就用完。。

你说你哥哥每天拿五十块。。一天用完。。

可是那是他自己赚来的钱咯~

每次来就弄的我们家一塌糊涂的！

怕狗又要来！明知到我们家养3只狗。。还要来！

听你奶奶说，你还偷偷拿passport自己跑去Johor跟朋友玩！

小姐。。你的家在新加坡。。就别乱乱跑！
早点回家睡觉！
别到被人“什么了”也不懂是什么回事。。

喜欢吃海鲜，还敢说只吃龙虾。。

昨天我跟我哥哥说了，他说你是吃垄沟虾吧？？

哈哈哈。。。

而且每天我说话。。你就顶我同一句。。你不闲哟？？

I don't give a damn,I don't give a damn

I don't give a damn,I don't give a damn

I don't give a damn,I don't give a damn

I don't give a damn,I don't give a damn

None Of My Business~None Of My Business~
None Of My Business~None Of My Business~
None Of My Business~None Of My Business~
None Of My Business~None Of My Business~
你不闲我都闲到半死了啦。。
哇咔咔咔咔咔。。
你以为你自己很美哟？？
我的朋友，林诗琦也比你美咯~~

可爱，也是我的姐妹，唐燕芳比你可爱咯~
而且。。我的姐妹们。。包括，林诗琦，唐燕芳，陈美可，杨可雯。。
他们比你好一百倍!!!!!!!
还是那句。。姐妹们~我爱你们哟~~muax muax..嘻嘻。。^^

不好意思哟，这个post并没有英语翻译^^
sorry ya..this post doesn't have english translation^^

[Love,XiiaoFall]
[10.08,20.12.09]

昨晚和今早。。yesterday night and today morning..

昨晚，他终于去吃东西了。。

我也安心的去吃了一点。。吃不多。。在想事情。。

昨天拿东西的时候，不小心割到了手，流血了。。脱皮了。。

好痛噢。。想要粘药布。。可是想想下，还是不要啦。。

粘了，爸爸一定会说我一点点就粘药不滴。。

昨天跟他讲了三四次对不起。。

幸好他不是小气的人。。

对，他一点也不小气哟~

很好人滴。。

原谅了我。。还聊了一阵子。。

然后我好像是有事情。。所以offline了。。

早上起来，肚子有点痛。。吃了药。。好多了。。

然后就去妈咪房间玩电脑。。

online了。。可是只有我一个。。想找他聊。。他也没online。。

然后就pm他咯。。他online了。。也没回我。。

不懂是没看到还是不想回。。

算了。。答应过他不要想太多。。

现在很想跟他聊天，可是我不敢咯~

也算了啦。。呵呵。。blek=P

yesterday night,at last that people went

to eat dinner already..

I also went to eat a little already..

can't eat much..thinking bout something..

yesterday when taking things that time..

i accidentally hurt my hand,bleed already..skin peeled off a little..

it's very hurting...wants to put plaster..but thinks for a while,

don't want better..if I put,my dad sure will say

just a little then must put plaster..

yesterday told that people three to four times sorry..

luckily that people is not small gas(mean)

ya..that people is not mean at all..

that people is very good hearted..

forgives me and chatted for a while..

then i think i have something to do..so i offline already..

today morning wake up..had a little stomach ache..

had some medicine..feels better..

then I went to mum's room to play computer..

went online..but only myself..wants to find that people to chat..

but that people also didn't online..

then I pm her..but when that people is online,

that people also didn't reply me..

I don't know whether that people didn't saw it or

that people doesn't want to reply me..

leave it..I promised her I won't think too much anymore..

I wants to chat with that people now..but I feel scared..

leave it also..haha..blek=P

爱上了你。。有错吗？fell in love with you..is that wrong?

对。。我爱上了你。。有错吗？

你不开心，我也会一样的！你知道吗！！

现在你不吃！那我也不吃！！

我生气你！是假的！！我是关心你！！

可是我觉得，我生气你了！反而你更开心！！

随便！反正。。只要你开心就可以了。。

如果我生气你，不理你，反而你会更开心的话！

那我不理你算了！！开心了吗？？><

ya..I fell in love with you..is that wrong?

you're upset,I will be the same!do you know that!!

now you doesn't want to eat!then I won't be eating too!!

I angry you!is just joking!actually i care for you!!

but I think,I angry with you!but you are more happy!!

anything!its okay as long as you're happy..

if I angry with you,doesn't bother you,

but it makes you more happy!

then I wont bother you!!are you happy now??><

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[3.13pm 19.12.09]

昨天...Yesterday...

昨天已经是第80天了。。

我不想再继续。。

可是，那是不可能发生的事情。。

过了那么久。。我也不知道，他是否还记着。。

前天和昨天，都没什么吃。。

可能是因为烦吧。。

我真的很想跟他讲。。我对他没什么了。。

因为在我心里。。有了一个，比你还要重要的人。。

虽然我跟他说了，可是，他还没接受。。

我也知道，我不配他。。

你就给我一个机会，做你的朋友，关心你。。可以吗？

我所说的这一切，你都看见了吗？

你都听见了吗？你都明白了吗？

希望我所说的这一切，

你都看见，听见。。当然也要明白和接受。。

我也希望。。我现在喜欢的你。。在看这一切。。

Its already the 80 day yesterday..

I doesn't want it to be continued..

but,that won't be happening..

it's already been so long..

I'm not sure whether **

still remembers it or not..

that day and yesterday didn't eat much..

maybe because the thing is bothering me..

i really want to tell **..i have nothing with you now..

because in my heart..there's another people

who is more improtant than you now..

although i told that people already..

but that people haven't accept..

and i also know that i can't be together with that people..

just give me one more chance to be your friend,

to care of you..

the things I have said here..did you saw it?

did you heard it?did you understand it?

i really hope everything i said here,

you've saw it,heard it..and of course

understand it and accept it..

i also hope that..the people I love now..is reading everything..

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[12.01pm,19.12.09]

65天了。。it's already 65th day...

今天，已经是我和她吵架的第65天。。

不要以为我随便讲一个号码。。

是真的。。

你们可以算。。从九月30号，到现在。。

是不是已经65天？

对吧？？

我不想要接下去。。

我不要那个日数越来越多。。

咳。。可是就是不懂要怎样。。

我现在只希望，我们可以和好。。

Today is the 65th day we argued...

don't think i just say any number..

it's really...

everyone can count from 30 September until today..

isn't it 65th day?

right?

i don't want it to be continued...

i don't want the days getting more and more...

haizzz..but i don't know what to do..

what i only hope now is..we will be friends..again..

+~+ChaoZ+~+

+~+Himawari Onna+~+

开心？不开心？happy?unhappy?

我到现在都搞不懂我是应该开心还是不开心。。

有时开心，有时不开心的。。咳。。。

这个应该是最短的post。。

没有心情再写下去了。。

关于这个post的事情，明天再告诉你们。。

再见。。

i really don't know whether i am happy or unhappy until now...

sometimes happy,sometimes unhappy..haiz...

i think this is the most shortest post..

i doesn't have the mood to continue writing...

about this post..i will tell you all tomorrow..

bye..

+~+ChaoZ,Himawari Onna+~+

韩国歌，听上瘾了。。korean song...addicted...

不懂为什么。。这几天，听韩国歌听上瘾了。。

听着DBSK唱的Summerdream，很象会很开心。。

不懂为什么。。嘻嘻。。

会不会是因为他有summer这个字。。让我想起summercamp时的欢乐。。

那时真的很开心。。

那时是大概六月多。。我也忘记几时了。。

我只记得。。那时的我没有烦恼，很开心的在玩。。。

可是现在的我。。很多烦恼，很不开心的，在写部落格。。

那时，我还没有认识到他，对，就是Form 5的他。。

我不会讲他名字出来。。

相信有听过这个故事的，都知道他是谁。。（我认识他这个故事）

头头认识他时，我很开心。。

可是。。这个是一个恶梦的开始。。

不久之后。。我们吵架了。。他的朋友就开始来烦我了。。

我真的很希望不是他指示的。。

而这时。。恶梦发生了。。我们吵架过后的第一天开始，

我就倒霉到现在。。我说什么。。朋友就顶什么。。

每次都顶到我无话可说。。

然后就认识了一个，对我很好的人。。女生来的。。

他要求当我的乾姐姐。。我答应了。。

其实，我做错了。。我不应该答应。。

我答应了过后。。

他就破坏我和我朋友之间的友情。。

我两个小学朋友，都跟我吵了。。

所以，我可以说是，我几倒霉就几倒霉。。

不要误会。。我不是要说他(form 5的)带霉运给我。。

只是，我跟一个人吵架，就弄到我的命运酱倒霉。。

我宁愿没有认识过他。。

i don't know why..these days..i listen to the korean song until i'm addicted to it already...

listens to Summerdream that DBSK sings..i feel like its full of happiness..

i don't know why...hehe..

maybe it's because of it has Summer this word..

it makes me memorize the happiness of summercamp..

it was really happy that time..

it was about June that time..i also forgotten when it is..

i only remember..that time..i am without worries,very happily,playing there..

but now..i'm full of worries,very unhappily,writing blog...

that time..i haven't know her yet..yes..the form 5 her..

i won't say her name here..

i believe the ones who knows about this story will know who i mean..

(the story that i know her）

at first when i know her..i was very happy...

but..this is the start of a scary dream...

not long after that,we argued..

her friends started to bother me..

i hope this is not what she ask her friends to do..

and this time..the dream started...

the second day after we argued that time start..

my bad life is until now...

i say what..my friend say back what..

make until I have nothing to say..

then i know a people who is very good to me..it's a girl...

she wants to be my sister..*fake*i accepted...

actually..i did wrongly..

i should not accept it...

after i accept...

she started to break the relationship between me and my friends..

my 2 primary school friends..argued with me..

so..i can say as..got how unlucky..I am that unlucky..

don't misunderstand..i'm not saying that she(form 5 one) brings all the bad luck to me..

it's just..after i argue with her,my life is then so bad luck...

so..i wish i din't even know her in the first place...

+~+Adios+~+

+~+Himawari Onna+~+

我的心声。。。my feelings...

以下，是我选的一首歌。。

他可以算是代表我的心声。。

那天我扬起帆

想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来
虽然我脸上看不出来

天空一样蔚蓝 却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百
是否为我等待

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say goodbye
我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在

站在你的门外
我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来
但我想你一定都明白

时间过的好快
[时间过的好快]
想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百
我应该怎么猜

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say goodbye
我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在x2

爱一直存在

我真的很希望，我的爱，一直存在。。

[这是我用话语歌来表达我第一个心声。。]

the song below..it talks about what i want....

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

i really wish i can rewind my life...

[this is I use english song to tell my second feeling..]

第一，我希望，我的爱一直会存在。。

第二，我希望，我的生命，可以重演。。

first..i hope my love will always be there...

second..i hope i can rewind/replay my life again....

我跟他说，我喜欢他。。

我希望，我的爱一直会存在，在他身旁。。

我做错了选择。。

我希望，我可以在做一次，当天的选择。。

重新来过。。

i told **, i like **..

i hope,my love will always be there,right by ** side...

i made the wrong choice...

i hope,i can choose again,the road that day..

and go for a new life..

谢谢。。

thank you...

+~+LoVe,XiiaoDaii+~+

辛苦的一晚~a bad night~

昨天晚上，我新加坡的姑婆太来我们家。。

他带他的孙女一起来。。

他孙女是我的姑姑。。

每次来我们都没有一觉是好睡的。。

每天晚上冲凉，就把头发洗到湿湿。。

弄的满地都湿湿。。

然后又每次去我哥哥房间粘着他，玩电脑。。

我真的是很讨厌他！。。

可是他怎样，辈分还是大过我。。虽然我们同年纪。。

可是妈咪常常说。。“辈分比自己大的要尊重”。。

“年纪比自己老，辈分比自己大的，的更加要尊重”

我有试着去忍他。。可是我真的不能忍。。

我爸爸的姐姐，也就是我的姑姑。。

也就是比他年纪大的。。

他叫我去骂他。。我当然是去啊。。

我吓他说，“你再不回来房间，我就打给我爸爸。。”

（我爸爸门锁着，我进不到。。只好用电话）

我一回到房间，我就打给爸爸了。。

我刚按call，他就进来了。。

我在想，*还蛮快的嘛。。*

也算了。。我就去找周公了（睡觉）

今天早上，我还没醒来。。

他就已经醒了。。

还是一醒来就跑去我哥哥房间。。

我真的是很气！

我哥哥要去做工的！不像你！可以玩一整天。。

虽然我也有玩。。可是没你酱过分。。

我也是有做工的好不好！你非要弄到我们不能睡。。

害我没精神做工，还是害我哥哥连工都做不成？

算了啦。。说你也是白费力气的。。

咳。。

Yesterday night..my Singapore GrandAunty came to our house for a visit..

she brought her granddaughter together with her...

her granddaughter is my aunt...

everytime her granddaughter comes for a visit..we won't have a good night sleep...

every night,she bath at night and she will wash her hair until all wet..

the water drops make my room floor all wet...

after that she will go to my brother's room and stick with my brother while playing computer..

I really really hate her...

but however..she is my aunt..although same age..my mum always tell me..

"when a people's seniority is bigger than ourself..we must respect them.."

"their age older than ourself ,their seniority bigger than ourself, we must respect them more..."

i tried to be patient...but i just can't...

my father's elder sister..is also my aunt..

is also elder than her...

she ask me to scold her..how can i not to do it?

i sacred her and say..

"if you still doesn't want to come back to bedroom,i will call my father.."

(because my father's room is lock,so i need to call by phone)

when i went back to my own room,i just press the call button,

she came back..i was wondering..*wow..so fast*

its ok then..i went to sleep..

then this morning..i haven't even wake up yet..

she woke up already and went to my brother's room straight away..

i am really angry that time..

my brother needs to go to work!not like you..

you can stay home and play all day long!

although i do play..but i didn't play until so terrible ok!

i need to work also..

you must make until we can't sleep then you are happy...

make me have no energy to work..or want to make my brother can't even success his work??

fine..it's just wasting my energy to say you already..

haiz..

+~+AdioSa+~+

+~+XiiaoDaii+~+

爱。。Love..

爱情是不能勉强的

喜欢一个人。。就希望对方，过的幸福，快乐的日子

自己就满足了。。对吗？

愿意为喜欢的人牺牲。。是伟大吗？

也许是。。也许不是。。

有些人觉得。。拥有对方。。才代表深爱对方。。

有些人却认为相反。。只要对方开心。。就可以了。。

我到现在还搞不明白。。为什么世界上会有“爱”这个东西呢？

而又为什么，世界上有“喜欢”和“幸福”这些东西。。

咳。。或许我跟他的遇见跟相识，是老天爷注定的。。

而我喜欢他。。也是老天爷，帮我们安排的。。

我在想。。如果我没认识过他，

没进过武及吉打女校（不会写）。。

我现在的生活，会是怎样的呢？？

如果当初，我是进别的学校。。我的生活会好还是坏呢？

如果是坏。。是比现在坏还是比现在好一点呢？

心里的问题，解的开吗？

有人回答我吗？

在这间学校，我认识了很多很要好的朋友。。

也跟某些朋友吵架了。。

我们会好会吗？会象以前那样，

每天粘在一起聊天，拍照，玩电话，

唱歌，听歌，说笑话之类的吗？

我真的很想念以前那些日子。。小学六年纪的日子。。

很想念。。很想念。。

我们还可以象以前那样吗？？

可以吗？？？

我看，你们的答案，是不可以吧？

我只想过着稳定的生活，为什么终是不可以？

或许我的命运以定了。。也不能再改了。。

“爱一个人，只要看到对方幸福，快乐，就可以了。。”

这句话。。我相信。。

 

不好意思，这个post没有英语翻译。。应为我只会用话语来表达。。

sorry..this post have no english translate..because..

i just know how to use chinese to tell my meaning...

 

+~+ChaoZ+~+

+~+XiiaoDaii+~+

倒霉啊~So unlucky~~

昨天开始，我的生活变的更加倒霉了！！昨天晚上。。

超多人来烦我的！

烦到我12.10分回房间了，也睡不着。。

躺倒1.30分才睡。。

我的生活就酱子被他们控制住了。。

今天也很倒霉。。一早起来，阵身痛的。。

刚刚去洗衣服。。又刚刚下雨。。

阵身都湿透了。。咳。。

没有一天能过的安稳吗？？

一定要我过这样的生活吗？？

我不要这样的生活，可以吗？

我真的很辛苦了啦！！放过我好吗？

我已经没有去烦你们了。。为什么你们的朋友们，

就不能停止烦我？？！！

为了这件事。。我被很多人骂了！！尤其是你们的朋友！

就不能放过我吗？？停！！好吗？？？停！！！

这件事情，也让我知道。。原来我的朋友。。是很关心我的。。

很多朋友都想帮我骂他们。。可是。。我骗他们说我没事了。。

事情，解决了。。就只有我一个朋友。。他对我很好。。

他还叫他的乾哥哥来帮我。。真的很谢谢你们。。

讲真的。。他怎样知道我部落格的link的？？

他流言在我部落格的时候。。他会在想什么？？

我真的很奇怪。。他到底是怎样知道的？？我有没跟他讲！

奇怪。。。他现在 在想什么呢？

有在想那个post吗？？掺了啦。。

哎哟。。。。。

Started from yesterday..my life is ruined..

yesterday night..a whole lot bunch of peoples came to bother me...

until when i get back to my room to get some sleep,i can't..

i went back to my room around 12.10..

i lay on my bed..i just turning around n round..

thinking of the conversation I've had..

until about 1.30..i slept...

my life is just like that...being controlled by them...

its also very unlucky today...by the time i wake up..

my whole body seems to be very hating me..

so pain...

just now when i washing my clothes,the rain come pouring...

my whole body is all wet...haiz....

not even a day i can pass with happiness??

must i have a life like this one??

i don't want this kind of life..can i?

i've already walk this life for so hard!can you just leave me alone??!!

i've already stop bothering you all..why the friends of you all

just can't stop bothering me??!!

because of this..i've already get scolded many times..

expecially from your friends!!

can't you all just leave me alone??!!STOP!!!

can it??!!STOP!!!!

because of this..i also know that my friends

are all very caring for me...a lot of my friends who saw my blog

say that they want to help me..

but i lied to them and say i'm fine....

it has already settled...

but just one of my friend..she just help me..she even ask her "brother"

to help me...really very thanks to them...

actually...how ** know my blog link??!!

by the time ** comment on my cbox...what was ** thinking??

i'm still wondering..how ** know it in the first place??i didn't tell **!

weird..what ** will be thinking by now??

is ** thinking about the post??OMG....

uh-oh....

+~+ChaoZ+~+

+~+XiiaoDaii+~+

假期~holiday~

现在已经是假期了。。这个假期让我有一种很不开心的感觉
不懂为什么。。可能是应为想念他吧。。
可是我的爱 他都不接受 我为什么还要去想他呢。。
这样 会让我增加痛苦而已。。
那天我问他，是不是喜欢“他” 他说，不知道
我们都已经吵架了。。我都盼望不到什么奇迹了。。
而且，奇迹永远都不会出现在我的生活里。。
我跟他这一次，吵得最长的了。。不懂为什么 他还不肯原谅我
现在又有一个跟我完全没有关系的人 说喜欢我。。要我做他的女朋友。。
我跟他说我不要。。应为我喜欢的那个人 还没有原谅我。。
他一天不原谅我，我都不会去想别的。。
我这样做，傻吗？或许真的很傻。。可是这是为了我自己。。值得的。。

我有朋友问我，为什么喜欢他。。我说我不知道。。可能是应为feel。。
一见到他，我就会很紧张。。不懂要做什么酱。。只要看到他笑，我就开心了。。
而如果看到他生气，伤心。。我就会不开心。。
这是什么感觉啊？
可是只要我在我一班朋友的身旁。。我无论多不开心。。他们都会弄到我很开心。。
真的很谢谢我这班朋友们。。谢谢，燕芳，诗琪，可雯，淑玲，美可。。
这些都是每次弄我开心的朋友。。还有很多是比她们的“功劳”少一点的。。
(∩_∩)O哈哈~在学校。。
我表喜欢和他们一起 跟他们相处了过后。。
我小学的朋友，都少了联络。。咳。。
对不起哦。。少了根我小学的朋友聊天了。。多数只跟Angela,佩奇他们而已。。
真是很抱歉。。嘻嘻。。

It's already holiday now..the holiday this time
makes me feel a little sad..
i don't know why..maybe is because i miss **...
but my heart,** cant receive it...why must i think of ** again??
it will just make me more pain...
that day,i ask **..** like "her"..right?** say..don't know..
we have already argued..i can't see any miracles now..
and..miracle won't appear at my life forever..
the arguement we have this time..is the longest between us..
i don't know why ** just can't forgive me...
now..a guy which have no relationship with me say he like me
and wants me to be his gf..
i say i don't want..before the day ** forgive me..
i won't think anything else..
is the thing i do now,stupid?maybe it's really stupid..
but its for myself..it's worth...

got some of my friends ask me..why i like **..i say i don't know..
maybe because of feel..
when i saw **,i will be nervous..like i don't know what to do..
when i saw ** smiling..i will be happy..
but when i saw ** angry or sad,i will be unhappy too..
but when i am sitting by my friends,when i happy or unhappy,
they will make me very happy..
a thousand of thank you to my friends..
thhank you,Alisa,Gigi,Carmen,Connie and Soo Ling...
these are the friends that make me happy every time..
still got others..but their "job" is more lesser then these friends...
haha o(n.n)o at school..
i more prefer to be together with them..
after we get along with each other..
i ignored my primary school friends T.T haiz...
so sorry to them...
i chat more lesser to them now...the most is only Angela and Joey..
really very sorry..hehe..

好了。。这就是我这一次开始 新系列的Post..wakaka..
ok..this is the new version of my blog post from now on..wakaka..


+~+ChaoZ+~+
+~+XiiaoDaii+~+

I'm back~

okayz~~hello out thr~~I'm back wif the name if XiiaoDaii^^

*Dai means sumting lik stubborn in chinese,I m lik that*ok..well..although these

days r wif a lot of problems bt..well~~my exams are all finishXD

n now back to blog,fb,fs,msn,online games n SMS..haha..

ok well ntg special in skul juz sum arguing wif frenz n lots of fun wif my classmates..

n a lil mad wif my x classmates...n..i chg myself in sumting..secret..

im nt gonna tell u unless u r my very very very best friend*

until now..juz 2 of my classmates noe it*

well these days im quite sad..quite mad..quite happy..=X

*wad feelings do i hav thr@.@"*well skul...hmm..fun things happen between me n my frenz..

oh yah..holiday is coming..WOO-HOOOO!!n tats the time for.................INTERNET!!!GAMES!!!hahahahahaha...

n during tat time my dad is so nt gonna skol me for playing comp all day long..

cuz i everyday do it...haha..well for the one hu gt play wlo,dragonica,sdo-x...

well..IM BACK IN THR TOOOOO~~~*nt a gud news heh..*

well i noe this is quite a long post..cuz u noe..long time no...post...

so,long is juz aiight..haha..well..my kai gor..he is at Singapore now..

i miss him T.T..n one of my kai gor in kwang hua..

he will b sitting for SPM soon..n..my gor gor in sdo-x..

is alwayz calling me to play sdo==

n my real gor gor..work+study+play..*@.@"'i dunno wads this@.@*

well..he treats me quite gud these days..

n he already noe hw to drive...

i mean..he gt his driving license..

n he will b fetching me outta skul for Monday n Thursday..

the rest is my auntie..*senior's mother*n..well...if u all notice..

my signature down thr will chg too~~haha..k lar..

this is really a QUITE long post..

                                                                       +~+Adiosa+~+
                                                                      +~+XiiaoDaii+~+

Sorry,thank you,F.Y.I.

sorry,thank you...

sorry to sumone cuz not i wan recover this blog de...

a lot of my frenz ask me why delete my blog on my bday month...

they ask me to recover it...so,sorry...

but if i recover it then i sked u will say sumthing 

bout that 2 post again...so i change the 'isi' of the post...

i hope u forgive me to recover this blog...

 n one more thing...dun call me n**** ppl...thx...

thank you...

thx for my frenz who is so care bout me..

or mayb juz care bout my blog...nvm...juz thx:]

F.Y.I.

for my frenz information...if u remember then ok la 

if u forgot d i tell u now!!!my bday is this month!!!

n my wish list is as belowXD

~CHOCOLATES

~Zupernut(hazirah got themXD)

~Zip...

~a new cd full of computer games...haha

~a new tape for my gboy...

~hmmm...a new chinese novel...(i hope i have twilight too...but i wan 'yue liang cheng'(in chinese)

tats all...

tats my wish listXDanything from above happen on me i will be extreamly happyXDhaha...thats all...remember...

~Ciao~

~mui mui~

MP(a long post without pictures...)

MP!!!!

I say mp first la yearh...OMG!!!so damn fun...Ong Sue Li...

the senior who calls herself a monkey go on stage n dance for so many time...

I am also shocked when the 8 present I bought,had lost 1T.T

although its not expensive but its my money erh!!!

(no ppl ask u to buy wad...)i bought for seniors de leh!!!

 SHE also got leh...in the card I made...

i wrote all same exept for HER one...

i wrote something on top then the most important is this...

"i am sorry to bother u so long...sorry"

(i forgot correct or not la...so..if u r reading this plz comment me to tell me or tell me at chat box...)

then got performance la this la that la...so damn nice the performance...

i scream so damn loud until sore troat d lo...XDXDjk jk...

then masa makan i ask michell to help me give all the 8 presents lorh...

then about 5 minutes like that(or more:P)

i saw her only left with 1 present and the PLASTIC...yes...EMPTY PLASTIC...

(hot market plastic cuz i bought the presents thr:P)

then i ask her all also accept the present meh???tak mungkin one mah...

how culd SHE,yap,mooi lan,sue li n shir hwee accept my present without asking anything????

(?.?)then she say she told them that a junior giv them...

she nvr tell my name...tats why they take only la...

then masa penyerahan kuasa time dunno why syahirah tiba2 call her senior go on stage...

bcuz i ask sumone they say peyerahan kuasa syahirah umum one mah...

(go read her blog la!!)then the ex senior umumkan CHEAM WEI LIN b the KUS...

so damn niceXDlucky not S***then performance sumore...

then they giv video giv us c...zee cheng video no sound...

when it play everyone say ha?ha?ha?XDXDso funny...

then the emcee ask zee cheng to say herself...she say until cry...

*sob sob*the pei yen n wai yan...also say till cry...

next is mei yee n n n n n n n n (y u type so many n???dunno then say dunno la!!)

ya la! ya la...n i forgot who ady...ok????

then its home time but i dunwan go home yet...

then i c all the form 5 senior sing summore a lil bit only i go out...

bcoz really sad ytdT.Tnext year cant c them anymore...

next yer cant play wif Sue Li monkey anymoreT.Tform 6 d luT.T

*sob sob*(oi!!i noe la sir shreenath.c say bk gurls easy to cry but in

this post how many sob n sad u post d harh??!!)ya la! ya la...:P

then when i go out to te hall my father at thr sitting then when i going to go

 he still go click the phone then i ask my mum...

y juz now i haven cum out he dunwan to click leh???still ask me faster cum out...=.=lll

enuff for today...the mp pictres i will update soon

~Ciao~

~CmUi~

sad...angry...happy...mad...

SAD...

today sad n cried for bout an hour.......she hurt me to deep...

its a lie that she said I was not bothering her...she scold me 2dayT.T

my heart I deeply hurt...juz a letter...

why scold???sad sadT.T(morning around 7-8am)

ANGRY...

got angry also cuz 2day the idiot PN. JULIA BINTI OSMAN said that I n Alisa

lied in front of her!!!!!!!!!we really go borrow the set A pants n belt mah...

she say we lied...it was like...WTH!!!!!!

so damn angry(afternoon around 4-5pm)

HAPPY...

got happy also cuz my fren all so damn trust on me..I so happy...

but too bad...a fren of mine argued wif me adyT.T

MAD...

u noe wad?

after she scold me...I was really mad...when I crying,I took a piece of blank paper,

a pencil n u noe wad I did?I drew tat blank paper until it is teared,

but i nvr throw it...I left it at my file and planning to put it inside

the decks of the ppl who scolded me=.=lll but I failed to do it today...I will put it on Monday afternoon...wanna noe who am I talking bout???

'siao' arh?wer can tell de???sot sot de...XD

~Ciao~

~CmUi~

MP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its MP this saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8TH AUGUST 2009

5PM(PENDAFTARAN)

5PM-9.45PM

HICT 5TH FLOOR KP KLANG...

INVITING...

SIR.SHREENATH.C

VAD 43

EXCO 2008 &2009

EX SENIOR SMK(P) BK

SKULS INVITING...

STK
SAMAD

KU

N...FORGOT D:P

PERSATUAN INVITED...

PANDU PUTERI

KRS

BAND

ST.JOHN...

haha...so?mur read mur wan go ryte??payment RM7 for Bk-ians hu haven pay yet:P quick quick!!!

Aerobicthon pictures...

hi hi...sorry coz the last post got no pictures...i will update the pictures here...

here is one of them...

this is mayb all rumah sukan that got enter the final...

AEROBIC!!!

today i wake up 6.23 n then i go get ready for skul...

then when i arrive skul,i saw a lot of people already at skul..

.i am a bit like...shocked...then when the pertandingan aerobic start...

everyone scream so damn loud...(she also scream very loud mah...still say ppl)...

n then the first rumah sukan come out is jerai...WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

sorry(dun care bout her...she gila d...)then the next one is KINABALU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEEEHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!(gila again...)then i scream lo...

cuz jerai n kina got her n her mah...(she also dunno wad she talking bout...=.=lll)

then next is...i dunno leh...blur d...(c la she...blur d lo...scream until blur d lo...)

i juz remember ledang sesi ptg comes out the last...hehe...and the winner is...as listed below...hehe

third prize...TAHAN!!!!!!!!!!!

second prize is...KINABALU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FIRST PRIZE IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LEDANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LIKE THE MOVING MOVING

SHE LIKE THE LEDANG LEDANG

HE LIKE THE LEDANG LEDANG

WE LIKE THE...........................

LEDANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(shuddap la...)ok ok sorry...

thats ledang's slogan...ok la tonite got prom but i nvr go...

bcoz my daddy sure dun let de...still muz wear gown...no nid money meh=.=lll

bye...

~Sayonara~

~CmUi~

S.A.D. SAD T_T

we argued again...at skul...we made like nothing ever happened but we never talk...

never smile...or even never stand together...

wad i want to say is i n her is now like when she is walking to the right,

i am walking to the left...when she came i go...when i came she goes...

thats how we made our life these few days...

or mayb this 2 weeks but last week i wasn't at skul...

i am sad...but i wont let this thing interrupt my studies n my life...

but i really hope we can b frenz again sooner or later...coz...

we are frenz or mayb best frenz from standard 4 at SK(1) Jln Meru...

its was a sweet memory that time...i was happy that time...

we played together... we duty together... we eat lunch or breakfast together...

we chit chat...we study in the same class...we share the same topic...

although sometimes we argue...but...we b frenz again not long after that...

this is the longest time we've argued...i am sad...yah...sad...u noe...S.A.D...SAD

another she now...the form 5 she...she say she's sad...

she need sumone bside her...i miss her a lot...i nvr saw her for a month...

i am sad...more sadder...i hope i can be bside her...

can i say i hope the one sitting bside her talking to her, is me...i actually ME...

only a word to say about this post...

SAD...T_T

T.T

hz...today sick arh!!!!tiba2 demam until no energy...but actually i still got energy for typing words deXD...then today go clinic take medicine home d c the pack thr u noe wad the hell it write???? got 2 medicine is 1day 3time 1 time 2 TABLETS!!!omg...i will tercekik la...hz...no energy now...wanna sleep d...bb..


~Adios~


~CmUi~

today...BORING...

haiz...today very sian arh....actually i dunwan go out de...

go out on sunday sure 7:30am go out...

then 2:00pm only come bek de==c how boring it is???

wan sleep edy lo....but i TERpaksa muz go out...

coz my mummy say wanna bring me go do sumthing...

i also dunno wad thing la...bcoz today that kedai nvr open so nvr do lo...

if got open also dunno wan do wad thr==

i only noe got open or no open i also very boring until wan to sleep de...

hz...today unlucky la...come home only web rosak==

then my gor gor(real de) repair his wireless adapter then can online d...

connect only i terus on my blog n my frenz blog to bookmark all the blogXDXD

another thing is today i very very very very bad mood coz i edy 

wan sleep d then my biao jie still talking to me...that one nvm...

then tiba tiba my daddy say still wanna go klang then after that 

say wanna go klang utama...i that time edy exhausted edy bcoz of the camp==

now i like gila person....so lucky they say wan go kl then nvr go d if got 

go then i rela call then leave me at my frenz house a...

at least at my frenz house i still can sleep or chat or even get 

makanan percuma from my frenXDXD...sorry for the readers out thr...

today to many things to say edy...ok la until here enuff la...bye

~Sayonara~

~CmUi~

RESULTS!@!@!@

OMG!!!I have a 94% for my englishXDXD pssss...

i am the highest in the class ya noe!@!@!@ so damn happy....

and i got 40++ for my sejarah and sainsT.Tsob sob...

so damn happy with my result...bye


~Sayonara~


~CmUi~

My Intr0dUct!oN

hi...well i am Cindy...i think u don't know that...ok, first...

i am 13 yrs old this year...well...

i know it is form 1 or i can say it as 'secondary school life' right now...

but its fun i tell u...ok...i study in Bee Kay Klang... 

and i am a form 1 student..(of course..) I have a fake sis...

which means she doesn't want to be my sis...

she is cute,cool,pretty,nice and sometimes mad...

her name is...secret...haha...ok her picture will be in my blog soonXD

wait and see...ok,continue...i like everything delicious 

especially sweets and CHOCOLATES!!!ahh...sorry...

too crazy in chocolates...opps...sorry i gotta go right now...

I'll post more things in my blog soon...lets look at some pictures first...

my other seniors from my school...guess which is my sis then...this was my sis dog...miso...cute??