你又来了~you came again~

你 。。你知道我在说你的。。

你从新加坡来到我们家了。。

很奇怪。。每次看到你，你都会给我一种，

意想不到的惊喜。。这次我很开心。。

虽然今天是第一天。。可是，你已经让我很开心了。。

我很希望我当初对你说的话，现在还有用。。

我很希望我们以后也会很像今天那样，

一起玩，一起唱，一起说，一起笑的。。

那是你说你会来，我在想。。

这次你来，我应该不会再对你有感觉了吧？

可是谁知道！我第一眼看到你。。

我就找回第一次见你的时候的那个感觉。。

而且 。。我还很怕跟你说话。。

因为是我先对你说，我没感觉了。。

我很怕。。可是。。你还是若无其事的跟我聊天。。

我很不喜欢你叫我小妹妹的时候。。

你这样子叫我，会让我一直觉得我们没可能了。。

我在床上睡觉时，你跟我玩了起来。。哈哈。。

那时我真的很开心。。而且还很希望每天都这样。。

可是应该没可能吧？你礼拜天就要回了。。

你会不会看到这个我不知道。。

只是。。我想说的东西。。你应该比任何人更加明白。。

虽然我妈妈说不要接近你太多。。

可是。。就算我们没可能，你也依然是我的傻哥。。

现在，我敢跟你说电话了。。你随时打给我，我都可以听

可是，忙的时候不可以。。呵呵。。

你唱歌的时候，歌完了，可是你还唱。。

而且还是对着我，笑着来唱。。哈哈 。。

我不懂你那时是什么意思。。

我希望是我想的意思。。哈哈哈。。

有一个东西我想跟你说。。你看到了这个。。要找我噢。。

然后我才跟你说我要说的东西。。哈哈。。

you..you know I am saying about you..

you arrived to our house from Singapore already..

it's weird..every time I saw you,you will give me a type of,

unpredictable surprise..I was very happy this time..

although today is the first day..but,you already made me feel very happy..

I hope the things i told you at first,still usable..

I hope future we will be like today too..

play together,sing together,talk together,laugh together..

that day when you say you will come for a visit,I was thinking..

this time you come,I won't have any feelings with you anymore right?

but who knows!the first sight i saw you,

i found back the feeling on the first day i saw you..

in fact,I was scared to talk to you..

because I'm the one who say I doesn't

have any feelings with you first..

I was very scared..but..you talk to me like

nothing ever happened..

I don't like it when you call me little girl..

you call me like that,will make me feel like

we have no chance anymore..

 when I slept on the bed,you came back and we played together..haha..

the time I was very happy..and I hope everyday is like this..

but I think no chance right?you are going back on Sunday..

will you saw this I don't know..

just..the thing I want to tell you,you will be more

understand than other people..

although my mum say don't go to near to you..

but,if we don't have the chance,you are still my brother..

now..I dare to listen to your phone now..

you call me anytime I will answer..

but when busy cannot..hehe..

when you sing,although the song finished..but you still singing..

and..you are looking at me and smiling while singing it..

I don't know what do you mean that time..

I hope is my meaning..hahaha..

got a thing I want to tell you..after you read this tell me ya..

then I will tell you the thing..haha..

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[12.47pm,25.12.09]

笨蛋的我。。Stupid me..

我曾经说过。。

之前的post会是这个月的最后一个post。。

可是。。心里很多话想说==

Jv,85天了。。我们几时才会好回呢？

Ev,要到2010年了咯。。你还会送我生日礼物吗？

你还让我送生日礼物吗？

E,见回你。。很开心。。可是。。也有不开心==

Sl,还是会心痛。。还有。。我代我表姐。。跟你说一声。。对不起。。

J,我还有机会跟你聊天吗？？

我不写全名。。可是。。看的人。。或是知道的人，一定会明白

好想回到从前。。还没认识你的时候。。

还没做错决定的时候。。

还没爱上你的时候。。

还可以开心的，一起聊天的时候。。

还可以交换礼物的时候。。

还可以问候你的时候。。

很想念以前的日子。。很想念以前的姐妹。。

虽然现在。。姐妹们都对我非常好。。

可是。。以前那种日子。。还是最怀念。。

可是时间，是不会到回以前的。。

希望所有东西都恢复正常。。

I said before that the previous post will be

the last post for this month..

but my heart have a lot of things to say..

Jv,its already 85 days..when will we be friends again?

Ev,2010 is arriving..will you still give me birthday present?

do you still allow me to give you birthday present?

E,saw you back has made me happy..but also a little sad==

Sl,my heart still hurts..and..I here..telling you sorry for my cousin sister..

J,do I still have the chance to chat to you?

I won't write full name..but the people who reads or understands..

will know who i mean..

wish to go back to last time..haven't know you that time

haven't do the choice that time..

haven't fell in love with you that time..

still can chat with you happily that time..

still can exchange present that time..

still can care for you that time..

miss last time..miss my last time's buddies..

although now,my buddies treated me very good..

but the time before this..I can't forget..

but the time won't rewind back to that time anymore..

hope everything return to normal again...

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[3.06pm,23.12.09]

因为你。。我哭了。。

这是第一次。。第一次一个人。。

让我哭的那么直接。。那么久。。那么痛。。

你跟我说你看了我的部落格之后。。

我就知道。。我应该做的决定。。就是离开你。。

我的泪。。已经流个不停了。。可是。。没用的。。

结果还是会一样。。你说我会忘记你。。其实。。我不会。。

我可以保证。。真的。。我真的很想见到你。。可是。。不会实现的。。

算了啦。。就酱子。。再见了。。要好好保重。。

生病了要喝多一点水。。这是最后一次我和你说这些了。。

我不希望你记着我。。我只希望。。我会永远永远的记着。。

我认识过你。。我爱上过你。。我跟你说过的一切。。一切。。

记得。。要保重。。再见。。。

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[10.18pm,21.12.09]

13岁不能吗？13years old cannot?

13岁不能吗？？

13岁不能谈恋爱吗？

13岁不能拍拖吗？

13岁不能暗恋人吗？

13岁不能喜欢一个人吗？

13岁不能独立吗？

13岁不能做工吗？

13岁不能乱跑吗？

13岁一定是小妹妹吗？？

13岁不能吗？？

不能吗？？？

告诉我。。是不是我13岁。。

什么都不可以？？是不是？？

你一知道我13岁。。就开始对我冷淡。。

你们。。我跟你们说！

13岁不是不可以的！

他们可以。。当然。。我也可以。。

而且。。不止13岁。。连12岁，11岁。。

谈恋爱。。不是不可以的。。我拍拖的经验。。

我看。。有多过3次了。。

可是我可以很的确的告诉你们。。

小学拍拖。。是玩玩而已。。

中学。。我们是认真的！！

不要看小13岁！！

而且。。不要叫13岁。。小妹妹！！

我们已经算长大了好不好！

虽然13还是一个很小的数目。。可是。。他在年龄里不算是小了！

我们不算小孩子！

所以。。请,不要叫我们小妹妹。。谢谢^^

啊!还有。。不要对我那么冷淡好吗？？

求求你啦~你知道我是喜欢你一个而已的！不要假假不知道。。

blekk =P

13 years old cannot??

13 years old cannot in love??

13 years old cannot dating??

13 years old cannot like a people??

13 years old cannot love a people??

13 years old cannot independent??

13 years old cannot work??

13 years old cannot go anywhere??

13 years old must be a little girl??

tell me..is it if I 13 years old..

then everything cannot??is it??

at the moment you know I am 13 years old..

you started to be cool towards me..

you all..I tell you all!

13 years old not everything cannot!!

they can..and of cause..I can too!

and..not only 13 years old..even 12 years old,11 years old..

fall in love..not cannot..I have do that more thant 3 times..

and I can be confident to tell you all..

primary school,fall in love is just playing..

but in secondary school..we are real!!we are confident!

don't think 13 years old cannot!

and..don't call 13 years old..a little girl!!

we are big girls okay!!

although 13 is a small number!!

but..it is not small in age!!

we are not kids!

so..please,don't call us little girls..thank you..

and..don't be so cool towards me okay??

I beg you..

you know i just love you..don't act like you don't know it..

blekk=P

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[6.26pm,21.12.09]

罗嗦鬼~哈哈。。

也许你会认为我是个罗嗦鬼。。哈哈。。

在你的msn，我send了很多东西。。

[昨晚] 11.21>>每次都不说而离开。。要找你的时候。。

才知道原来你已经不在了。。

11.27>> 我也该去休息了。。不是很舒服。。很像生病了==

晚安。。

[早上-下午] （你）12.11>>你要找我干吗啊傻瓜

（我）9.34>>就找你啊~想你嘛><

11.07>>十一点十五分了。。还没睡醒吗？

12.06>>虽然在跟你信息着，可是还是很想你。。TT.TT

12.23>>十二点二十四分了。。你还没开。。

1.35>>一点三十五分了。。你也还没开。。

（你）1.52>>on le

（我）1.53>>恩。。看到了。。一点五十四分。。你终于开了。。哈哈。

我知道你应该。。应该而已噢。。会在看。。而且。。

应该。。也是应该。。会生我的气。。因为我吧我们的对话。。

都写上来了。。不要怪我噢。。我也开始觉得。我有点烦。。

如果你说我烦的话。。我就听。。而且。。以后。。

在你的msn也不会再出现这些。。

我不知到，你那句傻瓜。。是用什么身份来说。。

可是。。你应该知道我在想什么的。。嘻嘻。。

希望。。这些不是梦。。blekk=P

也是没英语翻译。。对不起哟~^^

doesn't have English translation too..sorry ya~^^

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[2.13pm,21.12.09]

林碗婷~！！Lim Wan Ting~!!

这个post会比较乱哟~

你这个人每次粘着我哥哥干屁？？！！

我哥哥也不是很喜欢你而已好不好！

昨天去逛街。。他叫我帮他避开你，你知道吗？？！！

看到你就要吐血！！每天穿着一件短短的衣服~短短的裤子~

马来西亚不像你的新加坡！这里的人很复杂啊~

你还每天顶我妈妈！！会弄到我们全家很生气你知道吗！！

你爸爸不是很有钱而已咯！一出去就买一件300块的裤子。。

还是很小件而已咯！穿几个月就不能穿了！

我承认。。我最贵的裤子。。也不到50块而已。。

可是。。我是记得我父母做工赚钱很辛苦。。

所以我也不去买贵的裤子，衣服或东西。。

我会等到我存到钱了。。我才用自己的钱去买。。

不像你咯~每天摊开手掌向你叔公拿钱。。

一拿就拿几百块。。几千块的。。

还是在一天里面就用完。。

你说你哥哥每天拿五十块。。一天用完。。

可是那是他自己赚来的钱咯~

每次来就弄的我们家一塌糊涂的！

怕狗又要来！明知到我们家养3只狗。。还要来！

听你奶奶说，你还偷偷拿passport自己跑去Johor跟朋友玩！

小姐。。你的家在新加坡。。就别乱乱跑！
早点回家睡觉！
别到被人“什么了”也不懂是什么回事。。

喜欢吃海鲜，还敢说只吃龙虾。。

昨天我跟我哥哥说了，他说你是吃垄沟虾吧？？

哈哈哈。。。

而且每天我说话。。你就顶我同一句。。你不闲哟？？

I don't give a damn,I don't give a damn

I don't give a damn,I don't give a damn

I don't give a damn,I don't give a damn

I don't give a damn,I don't give a damn

None Of My Business~None Of My Business~
None Of My Business~None Of My Business~
None Of My Business~None Of My Business~
None Of My Business~None Of My Business~
你不闲我都闲到半死了啦。。
哇咔咔咔咔咔。。
你以为你自己很美哟？？
我的朋友，林诗琦也比你美咯~~

可爱，也是我的姐妹，唐燕芳比你可爱咯~
而且。。我的姐妹们。。包括，林诗琦，唐燕芳，陈美可，杨可雯。。
他们比你好一百倍!!!!!!!
还是那句。。姐妹们~我爱你们哟~~muax muax..嘻嘻。。^^

不好意思哟，这个post并没有英语翻译^^
sorry ya..this post doesn't have english translation^^

[Love,XiiaoFall]
[10.08,20.12.09]

昨晚和今早。。yesterday night and today morning..

昨晚，他终于去吃东西了。。

我也安心的去吃了一点。。吃不多。。在想事情。。

昨天拿东西的时候，不小心割到了手，流血了。。脱皮了。。

好痛噢。。想要粘药布。。可是想想下，还是不要啦。。

粘了，爸爸一定会说我一点点就粘药不滴。。

昨天跟他讲了三四次对不起。。

幸好他不是小气的人。。

对，他一点也不小气哟~

很好人滴。。

原谅了我。。还聊了一阵子。。

然后我好像是有事情。。所以offline了。。

早上起来，肚子有点痛。。吃了药。。好多了。。

然后就去妈咪房间玩电脑。。

online了。。可是只有我一个。。想找他聊。。他也没online。。

然后就pm他咯。。他online了。。也没回我。。

不懂是没看到还是不想回。。

算了。。答应过他不要想太多。。

现在很想跟他聊天，可是我不敢咯~

也算了啦。。呵呵。。blek=P

yesterday night,at last that people went

to eat dinner already..

I also went to eat a little already..

can't eat much..thinking bout something..

yesterday when taking things that time..

i accidentally hurt my hand,bleed already..skin peeled off a little..

it's very hurting...wants to put plaster..but thinks for a while,

don't want better..if I put,my dad sure will say

just a little then must put plaster..

yesterday told that people three to four times sorry..

luckily that people is not small gas(mean)

ya..that people is not mean at all..

that people is very good hearted..

forgives me and chatted for a while..

then i think i have something to do..so i offline already..

today morning wake up..had a little stomach ache..

had some medicine..feels better..

then I went to mum's room to play computer..

went online..but only myself..wants to find that people to chat..

but that people also didn't online..

then I pm her..but when that people is online,

that people also didn't reply me..

I don't know whether that people didn't saw it or

that people doesn't want to reply me..

leave it..I promised her I won't think too much anymore..

I wants to chat with that people now..but I feel scared..

leave it also..haha..blek=P

爱上了你。。有错吗？fell in love with you..is that wrong?

对。。我爱上了你。。有错吗？

你不开心，我也会一样的！你知道吗！！

现在你不吃！那我也不吃！！

我生气你！是假的！！我是关心你！！

可是我觉得，我生气你了！反而你更开心！！

随便！反正。。只要你开心就可以了。。

如果我生气你，不理你，反而你会更开心的话！

那我不理你算了！！开心了吗？？><

ya..I fell in love with you..is that wrong?

you're upset,I will be the same!do you know that!!

now you doesn't want to eat!then I won't be eating too!!

I angry you!is just joking!actually i care for you!!

but I think,I angry with you!but you are more happy!!

anything!its okay as long as you're happy..

if I angry with you,doesn't bother you,

but it makes you more happy!

then I wont bother you!!are you happy now??><

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[3.13pm 19.12.09]

昨天...Yesterday...

昨天已经是第80天了。。

我不想再继续。。

可是，那是不可能发生的事情。。

过了那么久。。我也不知道，他是否还记着。。

前天和昨天，都没什么吃。。

可能是因为烦吧。。

我真的很想跟他讲。。我对他没什么了。。

因为在我心里。。有了一个，比你还要重要的人。。

虽然我跟他说了，可是，他还没接受。。

我也知道，我不配他。。

你就给我一个机会，做你的朋友，关心你。。可以吗？

我所说的这一切，你都看见了吗？

你都听见了吗？你都明白了吗？

希望我所说的这一切，

你都看见，听见。。当然也要明白和接受。。

我也希望。。我现在喜欢的你。。在看这一切。。

Its already the 80 day yesterday..

I doesn't want it to be continued..

but,that won't be happening..

it's already been so long..

I'm not sure whether **

still remembers it or not..

that day and yesterday didn't eat much..

maybe because the thing is bothering me..

i really want to tell **..i have nothing with you now..

because in my heart..there's another people

who is more improtant than you now..

although i told that people already..

but that people haven't accept..

and i also know that i can't be together with that people..

just give me one more chance to be your friend,

to care of you..

the things I have said here..did you saw it?

did you heard it?did you understand it?

i really hope everything i said here,

you've saw it,heard it..and of course

understand it and accept it..

i also hope that..the people I love now..is reading everything..

[Love,XiiaoFall]

[12.01pm,19.12.09]

65天了。。it's already 65th day...

今天，已经是我和她吵架的第65天。。

不要以为我随便讲一个号码。。

是真的。。

你们可以算。。从九月30号，到现在。。

是不是已经65天？

对吧？？

我不想要接下去。。

我不要那个日数越来越多。。

咳。。可是就是不懂要怎样。。

我现在只希望，我们可以和好。。

Today is the 65th day we argued...

don't think i just say any number..

it's really...

everyone can count from 30 September until today..

isn't it 65th day?

right?

i don't want it to be continued...

i don't want the days getting more and more...

haizzz..but i don't know what to do..

what i only hope now is..we will be friends..again..

+~+ChaoZ+~+

+~+Himawari Onna+~+